Friday, May 4, 2007

Some Song lyrics that fit my current life...

Destination Unknown


I left my job, my boss, my car and my home
I'm leaving for a destination I still don't know
somewhere nobody must have duties at home
And if you like this, you can follow me
So let's go

Follow me
And let's go
To the place where we belong
and leave our troubles at home
Come with me
We can go
To a paradise of love and joy
A destination unknown

Now I won't feel those heavy duties no more
My life gets better now I finally enjoy
Yes all the people wanna come here and so
Come on and join us you can do that now
Let's go

Follow me
And let's go
To the place where we belong
and leave our troubles at home
Come with me
We can go
To a paradise of love and joy
A destination unknown

We left the city, the pollution, the crowd
The air is clear, the ocean's blue, I love that sound
we're happy for this destination we found
And if you want this, you can follow me
Let's go

Follow me
And let's go
To the place where we belong
and leave our troubles at home
Come with me
We can go
To a paradise of love and joy
A destination unknown


TAINTED LOVE


Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

(chorus)
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want IT any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you'LL think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

(chorus...)

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love, tainted love (x2)
Touch me baby, tainted love (x2)
Tainted love (x3)



MY WAY


And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, Ill say it clear,
Ill state my case, of which Im certain.

Ive lived a life thats full.
Ive traveled each and evry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, Ive had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried.
Ive had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!

THAT'S LIFE


That's life, that's what all the people say.
You're riding high in April,
Shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune,
When I'm back on top, back on top in June.

I said that's life, and as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks,
Stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it, let it get me down,
'Cause this fine ol' world it keeps spinning around

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself, flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.

I tell ya, I can't deny it,
I thought of quitting baby,
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it.
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try,
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself laying flat on my face,
I just pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life
That's life and I can't deny it
Many times I thought of cutting out
But my heart won't buy it
But if there's nothing shakin' come this here july
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die
My, My

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Queen's Day in Amsterdam


Have you ever seen an entire city cloaked in Orange and bouncing to the sounds of trance music? I have. This is a must see. Even better than Mardi Gras in my opinion... because everybody just wants to dance.




Saturday, April 28, 2007

Commie bastards! They look so cute!

Partying in Prague.




Yeah.... I drink too much... what's it too you! It's my liver.

Pictures of beautiful Prague








The dude who pierced my ears.


This picture is for all of you that think I drink too much!

Pretty Czech girls



Title says it all.

Windmill painting... when I took shrooms!


I swear this look really good to me that night. However the next i saw how it really looked. Never paint under the influence!

Friday, April 27, 2007

Ahh! Ears pierced again! Tattoo next!


I just got both of my ears pierced because the tattoo guy was booked for 3 months. I think I've got a Dutch guy that can do my tattoo next week in Amsterdam.. I wonder if I can stream it live to my blog? Any ideas hit me up.
Starting to reflect as I prepare for the return trip to Seattle(which I think 1 day is a bad idea and can't wait the next day)...some of the friendships I've made along this journey will last a lifetime even if we never see each other again. You know who you are if you're reading this. Thank you for making me feel not so alone.

The world is full of wonderful people... a few bad seeds really fuck things up. Of course I've done my fair share of fucking things up the past 2 years. So I guess people are just fickle. I am looking at the castle posted above right now as I write this.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I'm in Prague now baby!


I'll be in Prague for 4 nights. Then I'm heading back to Amsterdam for the remiander of my trip. This place is stunningly beautiful. I feel like I shouldn't be here. Like I'm some kind of spy. Weren't these the people who were going to nuke us when I was a kid?

Monday, April 16, 2007

My Amsterdam Painting For Sale


I'm offering this piece for 500 dollars and I will cover shipping. I'm trying to raise airfare to get to Prague.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I'm still alive and the journey continues

I am done talking about myself for now. A jeaulous man once told me"The man who talks about himself no less about himself than the man who talks about him."

I also will start selling my paintings from here and Ebay to help fund my journey. I hope for your support for me to continue to search for meaning. I feel like I know what I must do... and the journey is just starting.

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Call for photos of all the free art I given out!

Please send me a digital photo of the art you now own to be posted here. If you want to share your stories now even better.
This was my story. Time to start a new blog.

Tonight was just realization of what I already know...

-Oranized religion is a terrible thing... Jesus, Ghandi, Muhommed, Budha, they are all very sad with what we've done in the name of them. We should all be ashamed... I know I am... but I will continue being a stupid fucking human tomorrow anyhow.
-There is a such thing as the devil... I met him tonight!
-There is only one truth! Love is the fabric of the unvierse!
-Sex is a very dangerous force in the universe... treat it gently or don't treat it at all.
-I'm sorry for any pain I have ever caused you all. Especially my dear Stacie.

Peace out my peeps... time to get rested for tomorrow's nonsense!

Loveless forever!!!!! Never do this... I feel I have wrecked my life

Time for a nap. Please no one kill me... I was just having a chat with the creator. No tattoos no death! Shit should I clean up this blog or leave my freak out for you all too see. I think you should all see my broken heart for what it is. I have fulfilled my purpose here. Now will tomorrow lead me home... or to the other places where evil wreak! I just want what we all will love!

Am I still.... alive? When will I stop tripping a fuck!!!!!!


Who wants a fucking airplane? Oh fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!