Saturday, April 28, 2007

Windmill painting... when I took shrooms!


I swear this look really good to me that night. However the next i saw how it really looked. Never paint under the influence!

Friday, April 27, 2007

Ahh! Ears pierced again! Tattoo next!


I just got both of my ears pierced because the tattoo guy was booked for 3 months. I think I've got a Dutch guy that can do my tattoo next week in Amsterdam.. I wonder if I can stream it live to my blog? Any ideas hit me up.
Starting to reflect as I prepare for the return trip to Seattle(which I think 1 day is a bad idea and can't wait the next day)...some of the friendships I've made along this journey will last a lifetime even if we never see each other again. You know who you are if you're reading this. Thank you for making me feel not so alone.

The world is full of wonderful people... a few bad seeds really fuck things up. Of course I've done my fair share of fucking things up the past 2 years. So I guess people are just fickle. I am looking at the castle posted above right now as I write this.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I'm in Prague now baby!


I'll be in Prague for 4 nights. Then I'm heading back to Amsterdam for the remiander of my trip. This place is stunningly beautiful. I feel like I shouldn't be here. Like I'm some kind of spy. Weren't these the people who were going to nuke us when I was a kid?

Monday, April 16, 2007

My Amsterdam Painting For Sale


I'm offering this piece for 500 dollars and I will cover shipping. I'm trying to raise airfare to get to Prague.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I'm still alive and the journey continues

I am done talking about myself for now. A jeaulous man once told me"The man who talks about himself no less about himself than the man who talks about him."

I also will start selling my paintings from here and Ebay to help fund my journey. I hope for your support for me to continue to search for meaning. I feel like I know what I must do... and the journey is just starting.

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Call for photos of all the free art I given out!

Please send me a digital photo of the art you now own to be posted here. If you want to share your stories now even better.
This was my story. Time to start a new blog.

Tonight was just realization of what I already know...

-Oranized religion is a terrible thing... Jesus, Ghandi, Muhommed, Budha, they are all very sad with what we've done in the name of them. We should all be ashamed... I know I am... but I will continue being a stupid fucking human tomorrow anyhow.
-There is a such thing as the devil... I met him tonight!
-There is only one truth! Love is the fabric of the unvierse!
-Sex is a very dangerous force in the universe... treat it gently or don't treat it at all.
-I'm sorry for any pain I have ever caused you all. Especially my dear Stacie.

Peace out my peeps... time to get rested for tomorrow's nonsense!

Loveless forever!!!!! Never do this... I feel I have wrecked my life

Time for a nap. Please no one kill me... I was just having a chat with the creator. No tattoos no death! Shit should I clean up this blog or leave my freak out for you all too see. I think you should all see my broken heart for what it is. I have fulfilled my purpose here. Now will tomorrow lead me home... or to the other places where evil wreak! I just want what we all will love!

Am I still.... alive? When will I stop tripping a fuck!!!!!!


Who wants a fucking airplane? Oh fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where do you guys want me to go now....... won't some one kill mee already!!!! Don't worry not suicidal!!!! Oh fuck!!! oh fuck!!!

You need proof!!!!! Pictures a coming!!! Oh fuck! We're all going to hell!!!!! Oh fuck!!!! I have money but no fucking shoes!!!! Oh fuck!!!!!

No man is truly a man until....

They smoke weed all day... wake and bake... smell like fucking tequilla from the night before! It's Easter fucking Sunday... here's my broken fucking heart lord! ...me fucking lost out of my fucking mind on a box load of shrooms. I found myself between the Red District and a fucking big stupid ass fucking CHURCH!!! Happy Fucking Easter people! Is this what we become.... oh fuck!!!!!!!

We are alll going to hellllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh fuck! When will I stop tripping!!! Where are my fucking cigarettes!!!!!! All I have to do is eat that bread and come down... but I can't!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!! When will it end!!!!!!!

I'm about to eat this box of shrooms


I'll let you know how it goes. I bought this box for 15 bucks. They were picked this morning. It's a beautiful day here in Amsterdam... time for some sitting by the canal making art.

Some sketches out of my journals






I figured I need to upload these before they get deleted from my camera.

Friday, April 6, 2007

A new iPod! Thanks Stacie!

Stacie was kind enough to visit me for a few days. It was sometimes heart breaking but all in all a pleasent time. She was very kind in delivering me a new iPod and my shiny new Credit Crad. Thanks Stacie... you've always been my friend.

Sorry things didn't turn out better. It was nice to recognize your face in a world of strangers.

I'm in Amsterdam baby!

Something I did or said really made Adria avoid me! Sorry sweet heart... I will always love you. I hope to see you when I get back. Enough about hearts... Do you know what a land of bicycles is like? Close your eyes and imgane people being free enough to lay in the streets on acid without being run over by a car. This place us truly the best.

The food is sooo good... best Pizza on the planet!